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Thursday, June 6, 2013

Paradise in Furs




Sound 

The Velvet Underground 
Venus in Furs 

Lyrics 

Shiny, shiny, shiny boots of leather 
Whiplash girlchild in the dark 
Comes in bells, your servant, don't forsake him 
Strike, dear mistress, and cure his heart 

Downy sins of streetlight fancies 
Chase the costumes she shall wear 
Ermine furs adorn the imperious 
Severin, Severin awaits you there 


I am tired, I am weary 
I could sleep for a thousand years 
A thousand dreams that would awake me 
Different colors made of tears 


Kiss the boot of shiny, shiny leather 
Shiny leather in the dark 
Tongue of thongs, the belt that does await you 
Strike, dear mistress, and cure his heart 


Severin, Severin, speak so slightly 
Severin, down on your bended knee 
Taste the whip, in love not given lightly 
Taste the whip, now plead for me 


I am tired, I am weary 
I could sleep for a thousand years 
A thousand dreams that would awake me 
Different colors made of tears 


Shiny, shiny, shiny boots of leather 
Whiplash girlchild in the dark 
Severin, your servant comes in bells, please don't forsake him 
Strike, dear mistress, and cure his heart

Rebirth


Monday, June 3, 2013

Discussing With Ivan about Life


Starting Topic 
:
Semantic Cosmology ~ From Word To Infinity


Ivan: so, they concluded that higgs bosson really exists
Ivan: i don't understand why noone investigates a life phenomena
moi: what do you mean ?
how this relate to life ?
i think it also relates to thougths
ideas
society
that's what i try to explain
with lots of words
huhuhuh
and without concluding anything
Ivan: i have some theory about life
like the brain is a sense that points to some shared new dimension of thoughts which we all share alltogether
moi: yeah
i think i see it the same
nice words
thx
...




Wikipedia Definition : Eye of Horus
There are seven different hieroglyphs used to represent the eye, most commonly "ir.t" in Egyptian, which also has the meaning "to make or do" or "one who does".[5] In Egyptian myth the eye was not the passive organ of sight but more an agent of action, protection or wrath.



...
Ivan: maybe we all go to unified mindscape when we die
moi: i think we live in other's memories
and thourgh their perceptions and actions
like sometimes i feel the strenght of my grandad
as if i was him
same for some authors
like nietzsche
and many fictional characters
so as long as we touch others
we never die
we are already immortal
in a semantic sense
and i find it more beautiful than any other explanation
...




From Word to Infinity, each Self becomes 
The Womb of Infinite Potentialities.
Which has always been.
In any Word Lies the Universe.
And that is all we need to know.


...
Ivan: so, where were we before we were born?
moi: i don't know
a potential
depending on the context, the words and the selves
that slowly build us
at the start we're only potential
created by love
or hate
or lust
and that makes a part of us
that we can always transcend
by destroying and re-creating our selves at each instant
...




My Body and Mind are an Inner kingdom I can Build,
and Tools with which I can build the Real World.
And while writing my Inner Story,
i use my Hands to Write another Story.

...
Ivan: may i ask U an unplesant question, I'm curious about something
moi: sure
you can ask me anything
Ivan: where is life born? in prostata?
moi: or tell me any thought
huhuhu
i have no clue
why would it be un unpleasant question ?
Ivan: i dunno, maybe for someone
moi: ha
i see
well
do you know that the ovula
in the woman's womb
can actually provide all chromosomes
whereas the spermatozoid only provides half
if he has less than 22
the ovula completes it
i shared an article about that on gs list
months ago
so beautiful
maybe that could partly answer your question
Ivan: well, i'm stunned by the fact that noone didn't thoroughly investigated the most intrigable place in human body, the place where spermatozoids are created
moi: yeah
dunno
maybe there are tons of stuff about it
didn't dig that yet
only remember old lessons
and recent research articles
Ivan: do spermatozoid have DNA?
moi: yeah
i think so
every cell has dna
that has lots of potentials
any cell has the information of all the organism
by i don't know if a spermatozoid contains the data for an entire organism
like us
or if it needs the ovula
to have the complete data
Ivan: there is some transformation in zigota (fertilized cell) like when frogs become frogs from that head-tail beings
moi: ok
Ivan: but that is in this life
god knows what are other dimensions before and after life
simply, i don't believe that all is chemistry and physics
moi: yes
seems unlikely
there seems to be some magic
Ivan: i feel like there is some unified consciousness, like a borg


"I live By Questions."
VideoSalvador Dali and Walt Disney
VoiceTerrence McKenna
MusicGod is an AstronautForever Lost

...
but lot of questions there
moi: yeah
no answers
only seek
and more questions
Ivan: how it is created, what for
moi: i think WE are the ones giving meaning to everything
it's just there, in the air, we catch it and absorb it
Ivan: maybe it created itself like math numbers that grow from zeroes
and maybe rules are to be altered by thinking of all living beings
moi: yeah
choices
at the cosmic level
and at the inner level
with introspection, each time we find a rule, we end up breaking and transcending it, so i think we will always move forward, as long as we don't crystallize our knowledge, and always question it...


It is your Strength, not your Weakness.
It's up to you to use it to Create or Destruct.
Our deepest Demons can be 
Our most Creative Inspirations.
It's just a Choice, Light.


Ivan: i had some experiences with inner world dealing with magic
this summer
moi: cool !
Ivan: i suspect now that magic helped einstain to discover e=mc2
moi: yeah, he wrote about that, how he got to his theories
Ivan: i think that is why atomic consenquences are so ugly for living beings
moi: nothing rational
interesting
how would you explain this ?
cause it may also be a necessary ingredient of life
Ivan: maybe it is about creation
did U noticed that shamans and bioenergetic people don't have kids?
like they are afraid of siam twins or something
moi: Really ?
interesting
Ivan: just some patterns i recognized in my life, i'm not sure if it is true
moi: i think that is more than worth considering
Ivan: and this summer, when I dealt with strange things in and out my mind, when magic came in, I was scared to shit if I will have healthy kids
moi: really ?
i've seen magic as well
but it's more like i'd like to make love with the universe
for more magic to happen
scared me to death when i was child
especially the boundaries between the magic and what some call the "real world"
now i love it
and having fun with it
but i had to go deep in trouble to find a balance
i hope i can find healthier ways
Ivan: some thing is happenning with drugs and magic
moi: yeah


Semantic Cosmology ~ From Word To Infinity


The pineal gland has been an object of great interest regarding consciousness for thousands of years, and a pineal source of DMT would help support a role for this enigmatic gland in unusual states of consciousness. Research at the University of Wisconsin has recently demonstrated the presence of the DMT-synthesizing enzyme as well as activity of the gene responsible for the enzyme in pineal (and retina). Our new data now establish that the enzyme actively produces DMT in the pineal.



Physicists have a problem, and they will be the first to admit it. The two mathematical frameworks that govern modern physics, quantum mechanics and general relativity, just don't play nicely together despite decades of attempts at unification. Eric Weinstein, a consultant at a New York City hedge fund with a background in mathematics and physics, says the solution is to find beauty before seeking truth.


“Today, nothing is more important to the future and credibility of science than liberation from the gravity-driven universe of prior theory. A mistaken supposition has not only prevented intelligent and sincere investigators from seeing what would otherwise be obvious, it has bred indifference to possibilities that could have inspired the sciences for decades.”

David Talbott and Wallace Thornhill, Thunderbolts of the Gods

See Synopsis















  • Strings and Cells Theory





  • Semantic Focus on the "God Particle", the Higgs Boson

Wikipedia definition
The Higgs boson or Higgs particle is an elementary particle initially theorised in 1964,[6][7] and tentatively confirmed to exist on 14 March 2013.[8] The discovery has been called "monumental"[9][10] because it appears to confirm the existence of the Higgs field,[11][12] which is pivotal to the Standard Model and other theories within particle physics.

Some Needs, Cans, Nots expressed with Netention Demo :

(These are tagged wikipedia pages)



Not
Higgsless_model
Color_charge
Electric_charge
Spin_(physics)

Can
Mass_generation
Mexican_hat_potential
Boson
Sensationalism
Scalar_boson
Physics_beyond_the_Standard_Model
Electron
Hadron

Need

Yukawa_coupling
Fermion
Weak_force
W_and_Z_bosons
Higgs_mechanism
Gauge_boson
SU(2)
Weak_isospin
Doublet_(physics)
Field_(physics)
Scalar_field
Excited_state
Particle_decay
The_God_Particle:_If_the_Universe_Is_the_Answer,_What_Is_the_Question%3F
1964_PRL_symmetry_breaking_papers
Peter_Higgs
Large_Hadron_Collider
List_of_megaprojects#Science_projects
Search_for_the_Higgs_boson
Unanswered_questions_in_physics
Electromagnetic_force
Symmetry_(physics)
Particle_physics
Standard_Model
Proton
Particle_collision

GRAPH VIEW



  • Semantic Focus on "Deus Ex Machina"
Wikipedia definition
A deus ex machina (/ˈd.əs ɛks ˈmɑːknə/ or /ˈdəs ɛks ˈmækɨnə/;[1] Latin: "god from the machine" pronounced [ˈdeus eks ˈmaː.kʰi.na]; plural: dei ex machina) is a plot device whereby a seemingly unsolvable problem is suddenly and abruptly resolved, with the contrived and unexpected intervention of some new event, character, ability, or object. Depending on how it is done, it can be intended to move the story forward when the writer has "painted himself into a corner" and sees no other way out, to surprise the audience, to bring a happy ending into the tale, or as a comedic device.
Some Needs, Cans, Nots expressed with Netention Demo :
(These are tagged wikipedia pages)


Need
Semantic_mapper
Multiplayer
Non-lethal_weapon
Electroshock_weapon
Peace
Transcendance
Viral_phenomenon
Network
Love
Empathy
Ego_death
Communication_protocol
Information
Plot_(narrative)
Plot_device

Can
Superhuman
Healing
Immortality
Paradise

GRAPH VIEW


La Vague Vengeresse ~ Semantic Dementia Definitions




Semantic Dementia ~ Wikipedia Definition
Semantic dementia (SD) is a progressive neurodegenerative disorder characterized by loss of semantic memory in both the verbal and non-verbal domains. The most common presenting symptoms are in the verbal domain however (with loss of word meaning) and it is characterized as a primary progressive aphasia.


Semantic Dementia ~ Alternate Definition
Semantic Dementia is an individual or collective lost of understanding of meanings, words become meanings that are hardly questioned. The most common presenting symptoms are the same than cognitive dissonance when words/meanings are questioned.
Note : certain cultural layers may be the primary cause of semantic dementia, and a solution may reside in understanding these specific layers of meanings, values, products, services, ideologies...


More Semantic Demantia Related Material on this blog.

Always Look on the Bright Side of Life