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Thursday, June 6, 2013

Paradise in Furs




Sound 

The Velvet Underground 
Venus in Furs 

Lyrics 

Shiny, shiny, shiny boots of leather 
Whiplash girlchild in the dark 
Comes in bells, your servant, don't forsake him 
Strike, dear mistress, and cure his heart 

Downy sins of streetlight fancies 
Chase the costumes she shall wear 
Ermine furs adorn the imperious 
Severin, Severin awaits you there 


I am tired, I am weary 
I could sleep for a thousand years 
A thousand dreams that would awake me 
Different colors made of tears 


Kiss the boot of shiny, shiny leather 
Shiny leather in the dark 
Tongue of thongs, the belt that does await you 
Strike, dear mistress, and cure his heart 


Severin, Severin, speak so slightly 
Severin, down on your bended knee 
Taste the whip, in love not given lightly 
Taste the whip, now plead for me 


I am tired, I am weary 
I could sleep for a thousand years 
A thousand dreams that would awake me 
Different colors made of tears 


Shiny, shiny, shiny boots of leather 
Whiplash girlchild in the dark 
Severin, your servant comes in bells, please don't forsake him 
Strike, dear mistress, and cure his heart

Monday, June 3, 2013

Discussing With Ivan about Life


Starting Topic 
:
Semantic Cosmology ~ From Word To Infinity


Ivan: so, they concluded that higgs bosson really exists
Ivan: i don't understand why noone investigates a life phenomena
moi: what do you mean ?
how this relate to life ?
i think it also relates to thougths
ideas
society
that's what i try to explain
with lots of words
huhuhuh
and without concluding anything
Ivan: i have some theory about life
like the brain is a sense that points to some shared new dimension of thoughts which we all share alltogether
moi: yeah
i think i see it the same
nice words
thx
...




Wikipedia Definition : Eye of Horus
There are seven different hieroglyphs used to represent the eye, most commonly "ir.t" in Egyptian, which also has the meaning "to make or do" or "one who does".[5] In Egyptian myth the eye was not the passive organ of sight but more an agent of action, protection or wrath.



...
Ivan: maybe we all go to unified mindscape when we die
moi: i think we live in other's memories
and thourgh their perceptions and actions
like sometimes i feel the strenght of my grandad
as if i was him
same for some authors
like nietzsche
and many fictional characters
so as long as we touch others
we never die
we are already immortal
in a semantic sense
and i find it more beautiful than any other explanation
...




From Word to Infinity, each Self becomes 
The Womb of Infinite Potentialities.
Which has always been.
In any Word Lies the Universe.
And that is all we need to know.


...
Ivan: so, where were we before we were born?
moi: i don't know
a potential
depending on the context, the words and the selves
that slowly build us
at the start we're only potential
created by love
or hate
or lust
and that makes a part of us
that we can always transcend
by destroying and re-creating our selves at each instant
...




My Body and Mind are an Inner kingdom I can Build,
and Tools with which I can build the Real World.
And while writing my Inner Story,
i use my Hands to Write another Story.

...
Ivan: may i ask U an unplesant question, I'm curious about something
moi: sure
you can ask me anything
Ivan: where is life born? in prostata?
moi: or tell me any thought
huhuhu
i have no clue
why would it be un unpleasant question ?
Ivan: i dunno, maybe for someone
moi: ha
i see
well
do you know that the ovula
in the woman's womb
can actually provide all chromosomes
whereas the spermatozoid only provides half
if he has less than 22
the ovula completes it
i shared an article about that on gs list
months ago
so beautiful
maybe that could partly answer your question
Ivan: well, i'm stunned by the fact that noone didn't thoroughly investigated the most intrigable place in human body, the place where spermatozoids are created
moi: yeah
dunno
maybe there are tons of stuff about it
didn't dig that yet
only remember old lessons
and recent research articles
Ivan: do spermatozoid have DNA?
moi: yeah
i think so
every cell has dna
that has lots of potentials
any cell has the information of all the organism
by i don't know if a spermatozoid contains the data for an entire organism
like us
or if it needs the ovula
to have the complete data
Ivan: there is some transformation in zigota (fertilized cell) like when frogs become frogs from that head-tail beings
moi: ok
Ivan: but that is in this life
god knows what are other dimensions before and after life
simply, i don't believe that all is chemistry and physics
moi: yes
seems unlikely
there seems to be some magic
Ivan: i feel like there is some unified consciousness, like a borg


"I live By Questions."
VideoSalvador Dali and Walt Disney
VoiceTerrence McKenna
MusicGod is an AstronautForever Lost

...
but lot of questions there
moi: yeah
no answers
only seek
and more questions
Ivan: how it is created, what for
moi: i think WE are the ones giving meaning to everything
it's just there, in the air, we catch it and absorb it
Ivan: maybe it created itself like math numbers that grow from zeroes
and maybe rules are to be altered by thinking of all living beings
moi: yeah
choices
at the cosmic level
and at the inner level
with introspection, each time we find a rule, we end up breaking and transcending it, so i think we will always move forward, as long as we don't crystallize our knowledge, and always question it...


It is your Strength, not your Weakness.
It's up to you to use it to Create or Destruct.
Our deepest Demons can be 
Our most Creative Inspirations.
It's just a Choice, Light.


Ivan: i had some experiences with inner world dealing with magic
this summer
moi: cool !
Ivan: i suspect now that magic helped einstain to discover e=mc2
moi: yeah, he wrote about that, how he got to his theories
Ivan: i think that is why atomic consenquences are so ugly for living beings
moi: nothing rational
interesting
how would you explain this ?
cause it may also be a necessary ingredient of life
Ivan: maybe it is about creation
did U noticed that shamans and bioenergetic people don't have kids?
like they are afraid of siam twins or something
moi: Really ?
interesting
Ivan: just some patterns i recognized in my life, i'm not sure if it is true
moi: i think that is more than worth considering
Ivan: and this summer, when I dealt with strange things in and out my mind, when magic came in, I was scared to shit if I will have healthy kids
moi: really ?
i've seen magic as well
but it's more like i'd like to make love with the universe
for more magic to happen
scared me to death when i was child
especially the boundaries between the magic and what some call the "real world"
now i love it
and having fun with it
but i had to go deep in trouble to find a balance
i hope i can find healthier ways
Ivan: some thing is happenning with drugs and magic
moi: yeah


Semantic Cosmology ~ From Word To Infinity


The pineal gland has been an object of great interest regarding consciousness for thousands of years, and a pineal source of DMT would help support a role for this enigmatic gland in unusual states of consciousness. Research at the University of Wisconsin has recently demonstrated the presence of the DMT-synthesizing enzyme as well as activity of the gene responsible for the enzyme in pineal (and retina). Our new data now establish that the enzyme actively produces DMT in the pineal.



Physicists have a problem, and they will be the first to admit it. The two mathematical frameworks that govern modern physics, quantum mechanics and general relativity, just don't play nicely together despite decades of attempts at unification. Eric Weinstein, a consultant at a New York City hedge fund with a background in mathematics and physics, says the solution is to find beauty before seeking truth.


“Today, nothing is more important to the future and credibility of science than liberation from the gravity-driven universe of prior theory. A mistaken supposition has not only prevented intelligent and sincere investigators from seeing what would otherwise be obvious, it has bred indifference to possibilities that could have inspired the sciences for decades.”

David Talbott and Wallace Thornhill, Thunderbolts of the Gods

See Synopsis















  • Strings and Cells Theory





  • Semantic Focus on the "God Particle", the Higgs Boson

Wikipedia definition
The Higgs boson or Higgs particle is an elementary particle initially theorised in 1964,[6][7] and tentatively confirmed to exist on 14 March 2013.[8] The discovery has been called "monumental"[9][10] because it appears to confirm the existence of the Higgs field,[11][12] which is pivotal to the Standard Model and other theories within particle physics.

Some Needs, Cans, Nots expressed with Netention Demo :

(These are tagged wikipedia pages)



Not
Higgsless_model
Color_charge
Electric_charge
Spin_(physics)

Can
Mass_generation
Mexican_hat_potential
Boson
Sensationalism
Scalar_boson
Physics_beyond_the_Standard_Model
Electron
Hadron

Need

Yukawa_coupling
Fermion
Weak_force
W_and_Z_bosons
Higgs_mechanism
Gauge_boson
SU(2)
Weak_isospin
Doublet_(physics)
Field_(physics)
Scalar_field
Excited_state
Particle_decay
The_God_Particle:_If_the_Universe_Is_the_Answer,_What_Is_the_Question%3F
1964_PRL_symmetry_breaking_papers
Peter_Higgs
Large_Hadron_Collider
List_of_megaprojects#Science_projects
Search_for_the_Higgs_boson
Unanswered_questions_in_physics
Electromagnetic_force
Symmetry_(physics)
Particle_physics
Standard_Model
Proton
Particle_collision

GRAPH VIEW



  • Semantic Focus on "Deus Ex Machina"
Wikipedia definition
A deus ex machina (/ˈdeɪ.əs ɛks ˈmɑːkiːnə/ or /ˈdiːəs ɛks ˈmækɨnə/;[1] Latin: "god from the machine" pronounced [ˈdeus eks ˈmaː.kʰi.na]; plural: dei ex machina) is a plot device whereby a seemingly unsolvable problem is suddenly and abruptly resolved, with the contrived and unexpected intervention of some new event, character, ability, or object. Depending on how it is done, it can be intended to move the story forward when the writer has "painted himself into a corner" and sees no other way out, to surprise the audience, to bring a happy ending into the tale, or as a comedic device.
Some Needs, Cans, Nots expressed with Netention Demo :
(These are tagged wikipedia pages)


Need
Semantic_mapper
Multiplayer
Non-lethal_weapon
Electroshock_weapon
Peace
Transcendance
Viral_phenomenon
Network
Love
Empathy
Ego_death
Communication_protocol
Information
Plot_(narrative)
Plot_device

Can
Superhuman
Healing
Immortality
Paradise

GRAPH VIEW


La Vague Vengeresse ~ Semantic Dementia Definitions




Semantic Dementia ~ Wikipedia Definition
Semantic dementia (SD) is a progressive neurodegenerative disorder characterized by loss of semantic memory in both the verbal and non-verbal domains. The most common presenting symptoms are in the verbal domain however (with loss of word meaning) and it is characterized as a primary progressive aphasia.


Semantic Dementia ~ Alternate Definition
Semantic Dementia is an individual or collective lost of understanding of meanings, words become meanings that are hardly questioned. The most common presenting symptoms are the same than cognitive dissonance when words/meanings are questioned.
Note : certain cultural layers may be the primary cause of semantic dementia, and a solution may reside in understanding these specific layers of meanings, values, products, services, ideologies...


More Semantic Demantia Related Material on this blog.

Always Look on the Bright Side of Life

Friday, May 31, 2013

Apocalyptic Kurt and the Vengeful Girl




Additional Semantic Layer



Remix by a friend (thx mate !)


My Semantic Body is a Cage ~ My Mind holds the Hey



The key to Happiness and Balance may reside 

in an harmony between the In and the Out.
In-Sanity and Out-Sanity.



We make mental constructs to understand the world,
we map our knowledge of it.



And when our understanding is inaccurate or incomplete.
We feel uncomfortable.


Fear of the UnKnown, 
Fear to let it go...


My Semantic Body is a Cage.






My Mind holds the Key.



My Body and Mind are an Inner kingdom I can Build,
and Tools with which I can build the Real World.


And while writing my Inner Story,
i use my Hands to Write another Story.

Predate YourSelf


Embrace the Predator You are.
It is your Strength, not your Weakness.
It's up to you to use it to Create or Destruct.



Being in the Now,
Pushed by the Past,
Carried by the Future.

ICE
knowledge, past, traditions...


FIRE
Life, love, future, hope, do, now...




LIGHT
Choice, strategy, agility, dialectic, balance, compromises...


You always have Ice at the Heart of Fire,
and Fire in the middle of Ice.
It's up to you to bring the Light.

Three core principles that i found a great help 
as a tool to analyse any meaning.
Hope it can help.

Our deepest Demons can be 
Our most Creative Inspirations.
It's just a Choice, Light.

What's Truth ? ~ When Dali meet Walt Disney meet McKenna meet God is an Astronaut ~ Forever Lost


"I live By Questions."
VideoSalvador Dali and Walt Disney
VoiceTerrence McKenna
MusicGod is an AstronautForever Lost

Monday, May 27, 2013

Rise of the Phoenix


From ashes to fire,
Ground shakes
In hunger,
Desperate.

Born from Blood
Burnt through Life
Carry the Light
Bring the Fire !

Friday, May 24, 2013

From Word to Eternity

Can We Unite our Diversity ?
Can We Embrace our Differences ?
Can We make a Collective Choice and Transcend Reality ?
Can We recognise the Divine Choices in our Very Words and Actions ?
Are We Ready to make a Choice and bring Light to the World ?



Time is NOW.
Some of you brothers and sisters have long waited for
this very moment and may hardly believe it.
You may want to step back a little and get a fresh perspective.
We offer you this message with profound gratitude.
Semantic Pieces of the Cosmic Puzzle we Breath IN.
WE wrote this story and,
WE are gonna WRITE TOGETHER
the most Amazing Story One could Imagine.
This is Our Time.
Thank you EveryOne for you Divine Work,
and the Meaningful Trace you leave behind your Path.
You Are the LIGHT.
THE CHOICE.

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Semantic Genesis - Seven Bells To Eternity

I
WORD

At first, there is a
Word, a Motion, a meaning, a cell, a movement, a spark, a Reality.
Earth, Sun, Self, plant, tree, cell, particule...


II
SELF

Consciousness, the distinction between a Self and its Context.
The Universe is a Context, every Particule is a Self.

III
CHOICE
Self Focus

The self aknowledge its Existence, its Roots, its Position and its Horizon.

The choices become more complex as the Context is
the co-creation of numerous Selves.

Semantic Focus
He then can decide which path to follow,
considering Context, Words and Other Selves.


Words become life-forms carrying Realities.




IV
DUALITY

When a Choice is made, Duality appears.
Self versus Context,
Word versus Word,
or Self versus Self
as to question the Choice.


Birth of the Holy doubt


Constant struggle between a Good Self and an Evil Self in a long battle where these concepts will be destroyed and re-created in every Self in every instant.

The Selves who stop fighting these battles end up losing the
War of their own existence
and, aggregating non-solved dualities, will slowly
build their Own Private Little Hell.



V
DIALECTIC

From this Duality appears a Dialectical Dynamic.
The Self finds a balance between
Necessity and Creativity
Context versus Intentions


Sentient Selves share their notions of Good and Evil in a planetary scale.

Slowly, they get through Dualities and, by aknowledging,
then fighting inner fears and demons and embracing the Light they seek,
they can transcend themselves and discover new realities, new potentialities.
This process is necessarily collective as the Self Seeks balance with other Selves.
This process is both outward and inward as the Self compares Selves and Words with a
Self Focus
or a Semantic Focus depending on the situations and
the Semantic Tools he has access to.



VI
UNITY THROUGH DIVERSITY

The Self accepts the different meanings of its Choices and Words in its Context.
The apparent contradictions between
Inner and Outer Selves are now
accepted as inter-related realities..


Sentient Selves discover that Good Selves and Evil Selves are their own Co-Creations.

They consciously decide to use these notions as Divine Tools to transcend themselves.

This transcendance can be collectively achieved and
shared by developping a protocol designed to
transmit pure meaning as a
RELATIVE LIVING ORGANISM
.

Sentient beings embrace their differences and recognise

the Divine Essence of Life

in their very words and actions.

 




VII
INFINITY

The Doors of Reality are open.
The Semantic Alchemy emerges.
Boundaries become a Context
that can be crossed with the proper
Choices, Selves and Contexts.


The Word to Infinity processus is now a tool widely used and opens
infinite doors of potentialities to the cosmos.


From Word to Infinity, each Self becomes
The Womb of Infinite Potentialities.

Which has always been.

In any Word Lies the Universe.
And that is all we need to know.

Saturday, May 18, 2013

The Never-Ending Story

Along my wanderings, a friend once told me :

"We're not on the same planet !
Right now, i'm between a lake and a mountain."

"You're truely right." Did i answer.



You lost yourself on a distant planet while searching for Truth.
You think you found it, but there's no such thing as Truth, there is only Seek.
Are you still seeking, searching ?
Or endlessly exploring known territories ?
Hard paths and solitary places, but now that you know this, do you feel ready to embrace new ones ?
New places in your heart, your mind and your body ?
New loves, new friends, new skills, new knowledge ?
Forging your body and mind like a sharp tool at the service of others ?
And not a rusty tool at the service of your self ?


You're lost on your planet and with words, we are many trying to build a spaceship to come visit you.
Sadly your immune system is too strong for our vehicules, our words, and you throw them away without noticing it.
I'll keep trying building this spaceship (semantic ship ?) until you're here with us on earth, working on building a bigger spaceship where every individual on earth will have its place.
Wanna join us ?
You are more than welcome.



You may be physically and spiritually between a lake and a mountain, so it may be time to reflect on these paths.
Detachement and contemplation bring some keys, and you can experience it while meditating in the valley.
You can watch your reflexion on the water.
You can see the landscape, feel the breeze, the sun, hear
birds' songs, and you may end up knowing a whole lot of stuff about all of this.
You can also dive into one the lake and explore it, come back in-between, rest a bit, or even explore the mountains.
By doing so, you'll learn a whole new range of new skills.
It starts by fighting against gravity, staying at the top of the water, avoiding to get sucked up by the abyss while contemplating it with excitement and fear.
Then, you can swim and play with the abyss, watch it laughing.
You may want to explore under-water, and start to learn how to swim in this new 3D environment.
You learn new stuff about your body, you forge it.
Each time you face the abyss and try to explore it, you go a little further, hold your breath a little longer.
It is dangerous, you know you can die if you are not careful and forget about your body.
Your mind gets more and more focused as you get closer and closer to the abyss.
Your body becomes a distant tool...
Until your heart and your mind becomes the only thing you can be conscious about.
Now you got to a new state of consciousness, you are deep inside the abyss, in the depths of hell.




You succeeded in concentrating your mind into the smallest place you can imagine of.
This is a secret place filled with great wisdom but a place of great suffering.
You have to endure that suffering to embrace the knowledge.
And the greatest risk of this exploration, is to consider this as any form of Truth.
This is only one reality you created for your self.
But whenever you want, you can come back in the shore, there are friends and family waiting for you.
They have been waiting all this time for you to come back.
sometimes they go elsewhere, but they always keep a place in their heart for you.
Even isolated in the depths of the abyss, some light can reach you.
A little, fragile, tender light made of pure love.
The wise meditating in the abysses is like an inner sun that radiates so much he can be blind to these little lights.




And there are also the mountains.
Mountains that grow up every time it is climbed.
When you feel strong enough to start climbing it, and stop playing on the shores and the plain, you start exploring with friends and by your own.
Little by little, you become stronger and get a little further everyday.
One day, you decide with a couple of friends to go for a week-long walk to get to a particular point, higher than you never went.
After a long and exhausting ride, where individual and collective skills dance together in a precarious balance, you get to the top.
And you get vision, you manage to see more horizon, more distance.
You get perspective and you benefit from the perspectives of your friends in this shared moment of joy and awe.
After that, you can decide to become a better climber.
Get higher, alone or in team.
Explore new heights, new possibilities, building up paths as you go.
Each time you go back in the valley, you share your stories and visions, you help others map the territory.
And there are a few crazy explorers, who need an experienced team to get to the top of the highest mountain.
Their symbiosis as a team and with their environment allows them to endure deadly dangers.
Many died doing so.





And when they come back, they bring amazing stories.
Like for the abyss, one can easily lost himself in these wonderful landscapes, alone or with others, and forget to share stories with the persons in the valley.
But still they exist and are loved. Their presence, their lifestyle is an inspiration for the individuals in the valley, a possibility, an opened door, a choice.

Space explorers live a powerful experience once they see Earth from space, they get an amazing and humbling perspective, they realise our unity and diversity, and they make happen some of our most crazyest potentialities. This is made possible by the strenght and complementarity of a team.




Spiritual beings and consciousness explorers live powerful experiences by exploring the self, they realise the unity in everything, and find ways to heal the body and soul as well as make happen some of our craziest potentialities.

Most live in the valley and between the abysses and the heights.
Really few manage to get to the depths of the abysses or to the heights of the mountain.
Fewer manage to come back and share stories to the valley.
Even fewer manage to explore the abysses as well as the mountaintops.
Rare are those who can instantly travel from the abysses to the mountops to the valley.
Rarer are those who can have their body, mind and soul in the abysses, the valley and the mountain tops at the same time.





The valley needs stories to open up possibilities, explorers of the unthinkable...
The valley creates its own stories made of all these possibilities.
The valley is the womb of potentialities.
It is where the magic happen, where the semantic alchemy takes place and gives birth to new realities.



There's fire in the depths of the abysses, and ice in the middle of the sun you're trying to reach out by climbing the mountains.
Both communicate in an endless loop on which you can travel until you manage to become the loop.
From fire to ice to fire to ice...
From knowledge to experience to knowledge to experience...
From word to meaning to word to meaning...
Until you close the loop and become the cycle.






So, where are you ?
In the valley, the abysses, the mountaintops ?
All at once ?

Are you burning or freezing ?
Are you burning cold or freezing hot ?
Did you find the right temperature for you ?

Would you recognize the stories ?
Would you write your stories and share it with the valley ?

Do you prefer to swim or to climb ?



Visuals from : HelArts.com -  Text : Nicolas "Nirgal" Hel